i knew i wasnt supposed to fall for you.
i knew you wouldnt choose me at the end.
i knew i would end up getting hurt.
i thought my feelings for you would fade away by now.
i thought when you stopped talking to me and disappeared from me in every way possible, time would do its job.
what i didnt know was that
you meant much more to me than i let myself believe.
i had already given up from the very beginning because i knew you wouldnt stay, so i let myself believe i didnt really love you…
At nights like this….. raining, cold, and alone, i think of you.
and now i know i love you…alot.
Azar Nafisi, Reading Lolita in Tehran (via psych-facts)